To do or not to do

I could say having a hint of something would allow you to at least say "I've experienced it." You could go before time and see how the universe was made, possibly die, and respawn to tell the tale. You could experience death then never have it again. Byt the opposite occours in everyone. Woule you rather take life than never to have life at all? It's a weird thing. Before you were alive, what were you? Oh yeah, stardust. But where was your mind? Your soul? What was your life before you knew it? I just keep on wondering, WHAT IS SPACE!?!?!